I was not a nice individual last year. I was not a happy individual last year, either. I think the two are most certainly related. A mobius strip of How Not to Lead One's Life.
Three weeks ago, I made a specific change in my life towards becoming a better person. This week, I will make another change. In June/July, I will make another change. I think gradually, I can become the wife, mother, person that I want to be.
I want to be the sort of mother I want my children to have and it heartens me to know that my children will never remember what a mean, little person I can be. I fervently hope they never see that side of me again.
I hope I never do, as well.